I feel like I don't have an identity?

its good that you are asking because even though im a girl i am also a vocalist and everything to do with art. i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder its more common in females but you sound like me and all artists are deemed "strange" to the "normal" but talk to a doctor i hate them but you could get help from them and if not its funny arguing with them maybe there is nothing wrong with us maybe its them or society that make people feel this what and only you can determine the word I no one else can tell you who you are as for the BPD i feel its not abnormal we are just different them the boring conformists. i dunno if i helped or even make sense but i know exactly what you feel. look at the positive the post you just wrote you can turn it into lyrics make it known and constructive. i do see alot of lyric potential in this. you define yourself no one else can do that for you. i am me .. still havent figured out who exactly i m but i know i am me just now have to make something of me. i may have just rambled and made no sense but i feel ya on this